Wednesday, 19 February 2014

One of these days..

Today was a bad day. To get something taken away from you, even though you put your heart into it, sucks and the worst part is that it wasn't taken away from me, cause I sucked at it, no, I'm just being replaced by a better model..

Because the system doesn't care that my pupils begged me not to leave them, that my colleagues like me, no, there's someone better on paper.

I was more than good enough when they had no one else and maybe it's like that in fall again anyway, but it still feels like shit. I'm a fucking good teacher. I have proof enough,  from colleagues at Uni, from my pupils..

I hate that in our system it doesn't matter how good you are at something, if you don't have an official paper confirming something that's not measureable by learning stuff at Uni one will never need at school, you lost.